this doesnt make sense

as in yea i know the papers gonna come right at me in like 9 hrs time but hey, i shall spare you all the 'omgomg i shldnt be here' nonsense and all.

E is for econs, i mention that some months back on a day before a certain econs paper which i have totally no memory about. Fast forward to a few months ahead, and lo and behold! i am here again. Lets see, e is still for econs but surely aiming for E now would be, in no disrespect to any econs noobs out there, a low target.

Theres this part of me which is urging me to aim for better results and then there this laid-back part of me which is sniggering at the thought of an A or B, subconsciously forcing me to believe aiming low would spare myself the disappointment and dismay which may or may not arrive.

Its like the battle of the evil and good inside my mind. The only issue is that i cant differentiate which is the devil or the angel in this case.

Hold on, d/dx devil & ange...

Not in formula list , gah.



i will walk into the exam hall with the econs knowledge i possess after reading the notes and i will walk out of the hall, no matter how badly or well (welly?) i have done, without the intention to '2,8, on' all the econs stuff.


Its all for the As.

*secretly prays that gives me the impetus to study harder*


wish me luck! it wont last you a lifetime unless you die young.

ahhhh