Thursday, September 3, 2009

Dear god....

Howdy, i am digging 2 A7X songs now. Though i am listening to their songs, my heart still lies with Bon Jovi so please do not be jealous, Jon. Really.

Staying home to mug today was rather, erm, productive. The usual culprits, mainly the tablet pc and The Bed™, were there to disrupt my well-contemplated plan. Sadly, i had to struggle to fend them off and managed to absorb a couple of economics notes, only.

But hey! thats better than staying-home-to-watch-SCV-only-to-take-a-nap-and-wake-at-8pm-to-watch-tv-and-sleep routine.

I have long lost my nocturnal mugging habits. I recall those days when i buy cup noodles and potato chips and gorge myself in the middle of night while memorising marianne chong like a bible. Or the days when i find myself walking in a jacket to the vending machine to buy red bull for my biology muggathon. I find myself using the comp in the night, distracted by even the slightest movement of my fan, annoyed by my own shadow on the table and basically not satisfied with the studying environment. Nothing's wrong with my room, its the user.

Slacker and whiners will only get as far as the finishing line but they never do get to cross it. why? Because they dont deserve to and in the bitter end, their conscience and regrets will only return to haunt them. What do you seek in this lif? whats your long term gratification?

I sit in my chair this noon and contemplated about playing a few games on my ps2. Oh yea, that would give me gratification. No. I should say instant gratification. But i realise i am gonna regret in the next 4-6 hours for wasting precious minutes away which could have been used for something else (not The Bed™) and i did otherwise. Painstakingly, i tried to read econs and it felt good and it will last for the next few days i am sure.

Short term, mid term, long term. Do you take the short and painless way out or do you, like the butterfly, struggle out from the cocoon and live a life stronger, better and in control?

In other news, i had a great day of eating today, attributed to the fact that today is the 15th or something. Dad finished my entire bottle of sprite and this means i have no sprite to go with vodka. Well, its not like i have been drinking a lot these days. Serious.
Roast duck and chicken and beehoon and.... Ok i shant make u hungry (or hungrier) anymore.

The words to the wise when the fire dies,
you think its over but its just begun.

oooo

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