dear blog

howdy world. yes world!

theres still a healthy 8 hrs be4 i book in so yea its slack time all the way.

right on, what can i blog abt?

=)

i'm tired. =)

i gotta feeling

tonight better be a good night.

howdy, blog. yes. you see, its not anyone's fault but mine that you have been cruelly ignored in the past few weeks. =) But thats what blogs are for, either you rant here and you tell yourself not to rant and you start typing a whole lot of nonsense abt life, studies, soccer and how ur winnie the pooh is tickling your nose as you sleep, you then realise that you are ranting. actually.

And of course, that friend of yours who is always so attentive to your ramblings will msn you and say smth like 'oh man, are you okay dude? you sound so emo in your blog' and than you start defending your case saying 'hey, i am fine man, jus had lots of thoughts this week' or something like that. Then you discover you can kid yourself any further and admit to yourself that you are actually in some sort of depressed state, which is why you click on blogger and start to redeem yourself by posting a happy post.

A happy post, hmmm, lets see. You think of happy stuff like arshavin scoring 4 goals against lpool and you suddenly wish he can score 5 later tonight.

Oh yea, lpool vs arsenal at anfield. I cant lie, i am terribly excited. Arsenal has drawn 4 times with lpool in the past 4 years and we've walloped them at anfield around 22134954 times throughout history. But we all know history stays as history, so later is gonna be really huge.

We are probably gonna field a lightestweight team ever seen in a clash between big 4s. Arshavin walcott and nasri are probably gonna start upfront and they all fall in the featherweight division(with arshavin in the featherweight U-9s division) So hmm, against the big monsters (ugly and hideous at that) like sirkertel or something (what sort of name is that exactly), it probably back to basics and with that i mean ole-ing them 4728 times before chipping reina and den headbutt the ball into the back of the net.

Yes, one can always dream.

C'mon you gunners!

P.S. Life is Good

ravaged

down and probably out.

OK my body feels like a certain arsenal right now. From a high flying team who are banging goals from left right centre, we are not goalless in 3 games. They say one man do not make a team but rvp absence is threatening to debunk that myth.

3-0 thrashing from mancity against our 3rd lineup. It was more or less expected but it is nonetheless disappointing.

Speaking of disappointment, i am sick. And disappointed. Being sick is not exactly the best thing that can happen to u right now, considering the fact that i have only less than 1 mth left before i serve the nation. Bully.

Why wont flu ever die? why why why? The more i sleep the restless i get. The more the medicine i eat, once again, the more drowsy i get. Frustrating. doesnt help when you have people around doing things that make u feel even worse. Rubbish.

God, its too cruel a joke to play on me right now. Please let me recover. Please.

The end

Howdy everyone, i am pleased to inform you that the Bloody As™ are over. History. Gone, like the wind and the fart that my bro incessantly releases throughout his slumber.

Some bad news, i have flu. Which means post As activities will have to take a break today. Damn. But hey, i gotta rest today and recover to full health so i can enjoy the rest of my 34 days break before i go into army suit.

Army... hmm... Its not like i dont like green, but going to some island to train really makes me feel a little detached, especially when i only have 1 month to rest. Gosh. No point feeling sorry for myself, go away you stupid flu.

Oh yea i am using my new comp. Its not exactly brand new but its 26x better than my tablet so i cant complain. BUT the int keeps going off once in a while, frustrating.

I realised i cant type well. Terribly sorry readers, i need some time to get accustomed to my new toy. Give me some time.

Give arsenal some time. =( I dont like chelsea but they are good.

Chelsea makes my tuesday blue. *Blue! geddit? hahhaa*

stop that sarcastic grin. kthxbye.

If there was a wind, a wind so strong that can kill all sorrow and sadness, i would die to experience one gush.

Bring me somewhere where life is just about... about... nothing in particular. No pain, no happiness, no sorrow, no joy, no jealousy, no frustration and no love.

Oh that place might suck in the long run.

But i want instant gratification.

when i find myself in times of trouble...

let it be.

Hold on people. Before you think my world is crashing down and the only hope of me surviving is one final throw of the dice and u have to get a '5' and you start to calculate the probability...

Oh yes, i am going a little coo coo. its so cold tonight and u know what cold nights are made for. Yes exactly, sleep! Usually under the comfort of your silk/cotton/PVC blanket and you start to sleep.

Then you dream. and that is good.

Before reality shakes you acrimoniously awake and you look at the last damn pile of notes you have to plow through. Physics. Oh my god. One of god's way of saying 'you gotta understand how the world works before you deserve to live on it'. Come to think of it, if newton didnt care about that particular apple, archimedes didnt think about why water is displaced whens he's in the bath tub and rutherford didnt have such a cool name, would we still be studying physics?

Woah, hold on. I shldnt even be going there. I am still staring blankly at my physics paper and hell isnt it cold right now? A little too cold for my liking. Alright, i admit, i am not wearing a shirt at the moment but still..

In other news, arsenal lost. End of statement, kthxbye.

The As are ending soon and i dont like it when my brother predicts everything correct. haha. Perhaps i will be a bit lost right after the last paper. err, not after i rip that piece of entry proof inside out upside down. grrrrrr.

I am deeply apologetic if i sound a real bore to you my blog, its the weather. I dont really like gloomy and rainy days. They bring out the lethargic me and makes me feel unprotected. awwww... Show me some love! *sniffs sniffs*

righto, i have to do physics. brrrrr, its really cold.

Yes i'm lonely, i'm tired, i'm missing you again...


P.S. i just like the song. =)

and still those voices are calling from far away...

Oh My God.

The end is so close now i can almost taste it in my mouth. but this is not the end yet. A mere rest period i should say and as much as i wanna relax and enjoy now, the voices are still calling from far away..

oh man, theres arsenal tonight. lovely.

And you, yes you =) i love you loads.

every now and then, i fall apart

howdy blog, this hasnt been such a good day. In spite of arsenal's fantastic 3-0 win against sp*rs, the euphoria died off soon after and i am basically in a 'provoke me and i will cesc u' mood whole day long.

I am disgusted by everything around me, i am easily irritated and in short, i have a short fuse now.
Problem is that i do not exactly why i am feeling this way and that is irritating me at this very moment.

Notes left semi touched on the tables, As in a week, sudden change in plans, lack of time and space, lack of a clear mindset, i am on a road to self destruction. What happened to the good ol' days when everything could be cleared after one solid arsenal win and some talk cocking with buddies? Am i growing too fast for my own sake or is this my body and soul resisting growing up and handle with life?

Perhaps, i should be left alone for some time. After all, i am gonna have 2 years to learn to grow up soon. NS suddenly feel essential to my life. Which must be sign i am going crazy.

precautionary measures will have to be undertaken for the sake of the innocent.

dont get close. i'll bite.

its flaming hot in here!

The Heat Is On!

Ok, enough of the usual corny 'sports biggest showdown' taglines, today's topic will be on the A levels.

Qn 1: To what extent do A levels screw a perfectly normal teenager's life? Discuss using relevant educational concepts. [25]

Qn 2: a) Describe and explain ways you can study for your A levels and still flunk it. [10]
b) In specific context for econs and chem, how would you go about trying not to flunk it even though the odds are stacked against you. To what extent will your measures work? [15]

Qn 3: 'Thousands of candidates have taken the A levels in the past 10 years. Ten-year-series have subsequently been modified on a yearly basis'.
State and evaluate the effectiveness of TYS on a typical A levels candidate. What other measures can he/she undertake to ensure her distinction?

End

Ok, this is those kind of econs paper when you turn around and you swear under your breath, only to realise u swore too loudly and you can feel glares around you and the chief examiner giving you the infamous 'stare of death'.

Ok, i am not a hater of A levels here, i do believe it has some of its uses and its probably a must for every singaporean student, a milestone to say the least. I am merely channeling my stress and nerves into words so i can feel relatively stress free and enjoy a good night rest even though i barely scraped through my econs notes.

Which is thicker than my own blood i think. Talk about blood and sweat.

and oh, did i mention arsenal youth triumphed over liverpool reserves/cheaters (they subbed in some 20m dude aquarium guy and the jew). Well done young gunners, take comfort in the fact that most of you dont even take the GCE A levels or dont score good grade even though the cambridge centre is so close to you.

Shame on you.

Great, blabbering nonsense is the number one best way to destress you know? Yea, some fun facts FYI.

Alright, i think, blog, i am gonna turn in for the night. I need sufficient rest to restart the battle once more tmr. Its a long battle.

But i believe i will win.

Yes.

P.S. the FYI was fake

ready steady....

sound the horn.

Ok mousehunt is for geeks period. i mean, how intellectual can a game based on clicking a horn every 15 min be?

Oh wait, i caught a brown mouse. Again. tmd. Anyway, i caught a mole mouse the other day and also a diamond mouse just now, so maybe later..

Wad the hell? its the exam stress. Its making your usual blogger go coo-coo. I am actually at question 5 of some chem paper and i couldnt resist typing a few words here. It has something to do with the inspiration or drive or smth. wadeva.

Oh yea, saw a new quote today. 'He who runs last runs best'. Some great dude invented it. That dude plays mousehunt and just caught a brown mouse 34 secs ago. No idea how he came up with that, but its gonna do with a certain quan^2 being pwned by his phy teacher. Once again. and it goes on and on and on and on.

Until the BLOODY As™ that is. oooo the As are brimming me with excitement now.

Sorry i meant to type 'not'.

In other news, liverpool and arsenal tmr at the carling cup. I am not expecting much, just a repeat of the 6-3 score line the other time a couple of years back will suffice. smacking.

Well blog, you do realise i cant linger here forever, theres a question 5 waiting for me and is there a question 6? *flips paper* Damn! there is a question 6. Who's cruel idea was it to set an additional question behind question 5 when it is supposed to be the final and ultimate question, the mother of all killerquestions?

It doesnt make sense, this is atrocious and ridiculous and such action by the chem dept of the whichever school should not be condone!

Oh wait a min, f***, all paper 2s have 6 questions. FML.

I need a relaxative =)

To the cutest of cutes

howdy, have you guys seen a wave before? You know, the ones with troughs and crests? ok whatever, its been almost like that for the past week, no thanks to hormones and A levels.

But theres someone i want u to meet, dear blog. Its none other than DD! Yes, the elusive and mysterious DD has been the main character in my life and most of my crests stem from her/him/it. =) Oh i love mind-effing people, blog.

DD is so amazing and is so wonderfully beautiful! In fact he/she/it is like the next best thing to ramly burger or sliced bread or the teriyaki upsized bowl or... you get the drift. In fact, i've just seen DD a few hours ago and i miss DD alr! =)

(At this juncture, if any of you readers still think DD is a 'it', my heart goes out to you...)

Now theres A levels and they are the suck. But as E once said 'i study superposition so that i do not have to study it in the future', theres really no way out but forward. Everyone's in the mood, and when the going gets tough, the true great ones stay in their closets. With notes.

I am determined to do well, just like DD, who will do fantastically well in the end. Life's certainly not a bed of roses and hmm, i do adore a certain scent of a rose perfume at times... Perhaps roses makes people happy, and that enables people to study hard, harder, hardest and eventually trump the Bloody As™. Well as they said, roses are red and violet is the color of the light with the wavelength 300 nm, study is an imperative.

Oh yes, i am due to serve the nation with effect from January 4th. I will miss you blog, but you will be down the pecking order though. DD will rank co-first, probably with my family (aww <3 <3) and as much i fear that DD will shed tears when i book into the 7-wks chalet, i hope he/she/it will be there. awww. awww. awww. hearts hearts.

Alright, make a stand, readers. The million dollar question remains:
'Who is DD?' or rather 'What is DD?'

No clues allowed but DD ranks amongst family and arsenal.

The answer is for me to know and for you to find out.

And no, the answer is not at the back of the booklet. k thx bye.

P.S. I still miss DD =(

its better late than never

hey earthlings, pretty nice sunday eh? with nothing really going on....

that is, if you discount the loads of maths and phy and chem paper on my desk. And i'm not even heading towards econs yet.

But its a happy and beautiful sunday, perfect for lazing around and enjoying the rare slow pace of life for a while before being ruthlessly dumped back into the crazy fast-moving system. I have this gut feeling my happiness stems from arsenal winning the previous night and feeling loved by the people i love. awww.

Arsenal was below their best last night, and with that i mean we didnt hit 29283 goals past another team. I exaggerate, but i guess arsenal has spoiled me too much in their previous home games with what? 12 goals in 3 games or smth. Birmingham, yes the team with that shitface martin taylor, was back to their physical and 'bullying' ways yet for me, they were terribly outclassed. Van the Man just showed another of his jazziest moves once again and he pranced around the box (with the ball in control! omg!) like a ballet dancer and smashed it home. If he wasnt a soccer player, he would make a fine ballet dancer, mark my word.

Before long, it was 2-0 arsenal. Rosicky cut back and diaby had the 20 minutes to plan out how the ball should fly, at what speed it must hit the net and how extravagant his celebration should be before lashing the ball into the the back of the net. Very tidy stuff.

Then we had one of those goalkeeping calamity, which seems to be haunting us for a long time, as vito flapped at a ball and allowed those bullies back into the game. We were never in much danger though (apart from a crucial block by vito to make amends) and Arsh clinched the game with a sweet strike, following a counter.

SO with chelsea defeated by 2 set plays and liverpool by a beach ball. We find ourselves in a position that should we win out game in hand, we would go second, albeit through goal difference and one point adrift of manutd. Its certainly mouthwatering stuff.

In other news, As are arriving. gulps. I really should go and study like...


Now.

=), i miss DD