every now and then, i fall apart

howdy blog, this hasnt been such a good day. In spite of arsenal's fantastic 3-0 win against sp*rs, the euphoria died off soon after and i am basically in a 'provoke me and i will cesc u' mood whole day long.

I am disgusted by everything around me, i am easily irritated and in short, i have a short fuse now.
Problem is that i do not exactly why i am feeling this way and that is irritating me at this very moment.

Notes left semi touched on the tables, As in a week, sudden change in plans, lack of time and space, lack of a clear mindset, i am on a road to self destruction. What happened to the good ol' days when everything could be cleared after one solid arsenal win and some talk cocking with buddies? Am i growing too fast for my own sake or is this my body and soul resisting growing up and handle with life?

Perhaps, i should be left alone for some time. After all, i am gonna have 2 years to learn to grow up soon. NS suddenly feel essential to my life. Which must be sign i am going crazy.

precautionary measures will have to be undertaken for the sake of the innocent.

dont get close. i'll bite.