And on the previous fateful thursday, i completed my MYEs in VJC. Ace-ing the exams would be a miracles, passing would be a relief.
Yet the greatest loss i had was on wednesday, when my youngest uncle passed away due to cancer after a long exhausting fight with the disease. He was 40 years old.
Its a sad loss to many of us, his relatives, friends, family... but one thing for sure, hes found his peace and his mortal suffering has ended.
I went to the wake for i have to be part of the rituals to be completed. Seeing his 3 children without their father anymore, my heart went to them. The oldest of the 3 is only primary 4 and the youngest, a lovely girl, is only a few years old. I doubt they even understood the entire funeral thing. Strangely enough, i cant find words to describe this bittersweet feeling.
Tears are not signs of weakness. God created us with emotions and allow us to feel. I cherish this fact that shedding tears is an indication that we are humans. Seeing my grandmother weeping and sobbing was heartwrenching, i couldn't help but shed a few of my human tears too. My mother and aunties all tried to fight back their tears without any significant effect while my uncles succumbed too. Death may have taken one from us, but it has also brought us closer to one another.
Such is the humanity of life, no one can fight it. I believe my uncle has been taken to salvation and he shall watch over our family alongside god.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
walking wounded
Its the next most stressful thing since 'who wants to be a millionaire'
Presenting...
MID years... (god its not even promos yet)
E is for Econs.
that will suffice.
Presenting...
MID years... (god its not even promos yet)
E is for Econs.
that will suffice.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Stars
Howdy, i'm obsessed with stars. No not those pesky things shining in the night sky(which is heavily polluted by fartgas, CO2, shitfuel and whatnots), but the song from Les Miserables. Gosh, i love that musical man, hopefully one will come in sg soon and i might go, you know.
Hold on a second. If you think i'm gonna blabber the whole (boring) review of the musical right now, then my friend, you are wrong. My title is very ambiguous and can represent many various meanings. ahh yes, football stars =)
Arsenal just signed Aaron Ramsey. Stop those 'who the f...' or ' what?! 17?! pui!', we actually beat the manures to capture his signature. Fantastic. Even if this guy gonna sit on the bench for the next gazilion years to come, we would still love him for choosing us instead of losers. Good choice, i say, young one, your future is bright. To infinity and be... Right sorry. Can't deceive myself in saying i am over the moon for this signing as he will be one for the future, just like denilson, diaby, walcott, sendy, djourou, clichy.... the same old stuff, yea u know them.
Euro watch: yea Oranje ftw. Win the god damn tournament man. The rest of the teams just lose can? Frankly, i dun really give a shit who gonna win this tournament.
Mid years will defeat me, i swear. I have tried resisting the inevitable, no wait... i haven.. argh heck it. Its stressful studying. Yea before you start saying 'since when is studying fun and unstressful(new word)', be reminded i'm quite proud of myself being able to last through more than 10 hrs of mugging, yea i mean it MUGGING, continuously through night last year. Who am i kidding man, i prolly wont get that drive and sense of urgency until A lvls come knocking at my door so yea lets not whine anymore, shall we?
Its nobody's except my own fault, i cant argue. I wasted more than 2 weeks doing shit i should have never done. In fact, i have done so much of it, i cant rmb what i did. haha, this is getting nonsensical, i should stop soon, really.
No really.
Gosh, am i going bonkers?
Lets go one big round back to the beginning (just like what happened to my f*king pw project), and talk about 'stars'
Watch this video man, its great:
And this:
Yea Videos make the world go round. This is getting stale and my eyes are getting tired.
Life's good. yes
And if they fall as lucifer fell..
they fall in flames!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
LG
Before i face the armies ahead....
To make this blog feel alive, i am here.
Time will forever be against us.
Life's good.
yea.
To make this blog feel alive, i am here.
Time will forever be against us.
Life's good.
yea.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
life and life
howdy, its crazy how often a blog a month. But chill yea, its not everyday that i have the time to stare at this blank white space and start typing while thinking of what to type but in actual fact, i'm typing whatever that is coming from my lil brain there which is not exactly what i'm thinking but yet i'm typing. I'm confused, let move on.
Eventful weekend yea, chilled out with my buddies roy and AC at the usual place again, of course. My house, that is, in case you didn't know, though i shld not expect my readers to know but hold on, do i even have readers? Its amazing how i am blabbering all the time, making no sense whatsoever yet enjoying it at the same time. Perhaps i have developed some strange disease like Blabberitis or whatever and its suppose to make on derive joy from typing rubbish.
And i seriously mean rubbish.
Arsenal, yes arsenal. Last game, Sunderland, youngsters, entertainment, late night football, cock eyed refs and crazy gooners. As usual, arsenal action. Yes its of no significance but i'm gonna watch it anyhow. And u cant do anything to stop me, bleh
God, i'm childish.
Right, happy mother's day to all the mothers out there, you amazing gobsmacking wonderfully fantastic mums deserved a nice celebration. It doesn't matter if you are a fat mum, stupid mum, idiotic mum, moronic mum, useless mum, pain-in-the-a$$ mum or a mixture of all mum, mother's day is yours to enjoy! Its 24 hrs only, so enjoy it before going back to your usual motherly duties! Rock on mums!
I'm wondering if life is getting better these days. I'm slacking off my days as though they were free and as a matter of fact, they are free. but you get my drift. How is it possible i'm more relaxed than in secondary school. Maybe there is a whole lot of reasons out there which i have not(currently) realised for myself. The hot girls and vj spirit definitely played a huge role in making my life a better one, the latter one especially (I know you are thinking ' yea right', so stop it)
Right now, sleep is all i want.
God, i'm random
Eventful weekend yea, chilled out with my buddies roy and AC at the usual place again, of course. My house, that is, in case you didn't know, though i shld not expect my readers to know but hold on, do i even have readers? Its amazing how i am blabbering all the time, making no sense whatsoever yet enjoying it at the same time. Perhaps i have developed some strange disease like Blabberitis or whatever and its suppose to make on derive joy from typing rubbish.
And i seriously mean rubbish.
Arsenal, yes arsenal. Last game, Sunderland, youngsters, entertainment, late night football, cock eyed refs and crazy gooners. As usual, arsenal action. Yes its of no significance but i'm gonna watch it anyhow. And u cant do anything to stop me, bleh
God, i'm childish.
Right, happy mother's day to all the mothers out there, you amazing gobsmacking wonderfully fantastic mums deserved a nice celebration. It doesn't matter if you are a fat mum, stupid mum, idiotic mum, moronic mum, useless mum, pain-in-the-a$$ mum or a mixture of all mum, mother's day is yours to enjoy! Its 24 hrs only, so enjoy it before going back to your usual motherly duties! Rock on mums!
I'm wondering if life is getting better these days. I'm slacking off my days as though they were free and as a matter of fact, they are free. but you get my drift. How is it possible i'm more relaxed than in secondary school. Maybe there is a whole lot of reasons out there which i have not(currently) realised for myself. The hot girls and vj spirit definitely played a huge role in making my life a better one, the latter one especially (I know you are thinking ' yea right', so stop it)
Right now, sleep is all i want.
God, i'm random
Monday, April 28, 2008
The faintest of hope
Howdy, long time ya? Its amazing to be blogging at this very moment, sweet, sweeter than strawberry cupcake or wadeva. Yes, didn't go schl today and i'm writing this to allow medicine to kick in my system until i cant feel my fingers anymore then i shall slumber.
Oooo yes, u envious people, sleep!
6-2 to derby, crazy stuff. Expected a goal fest and wasn't disappointed but what was disappointing were the ways arsenal conceded those goals. Maybe the second was an offside but heck it, defence gotta buck up and not always rely on the attackers. Defenders are seriously needed, and i mean it.
So after the win, we are 4 pts away from the joint leaders with 2 games to play. If manure and chelscums manage to somehow f*** it up and lose pts, hmmm, we may even win the title. God am i optimistic? Its painful to know how close we came to touching tt holy mama title and falling short due to some injustice and misfortunes. I've got this gut feeling that we might be able to scrape the title thru some black magic or smth, seriously. Keep the faith, gooners.
Oh wait, maybe the groggy medicine has indeed kicked in as i typed the previous sentence, i can barely feel my fingers now. If we win the title, i will bring my arsenal jersey everyday to schl and wave ard till nxt season starts.
OK its confirmed, i'm giddy and dunno what i am typing.
Watch this space!
Oooo yes, u envious people, sleep!
6-2 to derby, crazy stuff. Expected a goal fest and wasn't disappointed but what was disappointing were the ways arsenal conceded those goals. Maybe the second was an offside but heck it, defence gotta buck up and not always rely on the attackers. Defenders are seriously needed, and i mean it.
So after the win, we are 4 pts away from the joint leaders with 2 games to play. If manure and chelscums manage to somehow f*** it up and lose pts, hmmm, we may even win the title. God am i optimistic? Its painful to know how close we came to touching tt holy mama title and falling short due to some injustice and misfortunes. I've got this gut feeling that we might be able to scrape the title thru some black magic or smth, seriously. Keep the faith, gooners.
Oh wait, maybe the groggy medicine has indeed kicked in as i typed the previous sentence, i can barely feel my fingers now. If we win the title, i will bring my arsenal jersey everyday to schl and wave ard till nxt season starts.
OK its confirmed, i'm giddy and dunno what i am typing.
Watch this space!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Standing strong
Howdy, its ages since i last blogged.
Its not that i'm getting lazier but i don't rlly have the time or the inspiration to blog a good one. Not that i'm extremely inspired right now, in fact, i'm actually not in a tip-top condition to blog but heck it.
Anyway, some arsenal news. After bowing out of the title race in that bloody defeat against Manutd and acrimoniously knocked out of the UCL by an injustice loss to Liverpool, i could barely believe our luck. Bad luck cannot be our excuse though, i feel that arsenal's demise this season is due to the fact of exhaustion and perhaps some naivety in defence. Ironically, thats where the team is most experienced in with gallas and toure in place. But cest la vie, shit happens now and then.
Cant say i've gotten out of the blues after those disgusting, puke-inducing, swearwordsaplenty defeats but i supp theres nth much anyone can do about it. So go gunners, end this season in style! Maybe people will start to look at teams playing the better football rather than judging them on trophies only...
Somemore juicy news. We are linked with Diego, Ben Arfa and David Villa. Good god. The sheer thought of Villa is sending shivers down my spine. If Villa wanna come to arsenal, i say go for it wenger. A top notch striker with excellent link up play would be a great asset to the team. Some bolstering would definitely have to be done to the squad should arsenal wanna challenge for honours next season.
Drifting away from arsenal, life's pretty tiring these days. Feeling weaker these days too, maybe its due to the weather. Holy shit, i hate being sick. Oh its 2 more min to tmr which means i have to schl soon. God knows why i'm here blogging when econs test is a couple and couple and couple of hours away. Hold on, what kind of english is that anw? I swear its the weather.....
Drowsy medicine are gd for inducing sleep. Perfect. Exactly what i need right now. Before i drift off to lala land, i've gotta say smth first..
C'mon you gunners!
There will come a day when we return, as champions of the world.
Its not that i'm getting lazier but i don't rlly have the time or the inspiration to blog a good one. Not that i'm extremely inspired right now, in fact, i'm actually not in a tip-top condition to blog but heck it.
Anyway, some arsenal news. After bowing out of the title race in that bloody defeat against Manutd and acrimoniously knocked out of the UCL by an injustice loss to Liverpool, i could barely believe our luck. Bad luck cannot be our excuse though, i feel that arsenal's demise this season is due to the fact of exhaustion and perhaps some naivety in defence. Ironically, thats where the team is most experienced in with gallas and toure in place. But cest la vie, shit happens now and then.
Cant say i've gotten out of the blues after those disgusting, puke-inducing, swearwordsaplenty defeats but i supp theres nth much anyone can do about it. So go gunners, end this season in style! Maybe people will start to look at teams playing the better football rather than judging them on trophies only...
Somemore juicy news. We are linked with Diego, Ben Arfa and David Villa. Good god. The sheer thought of Villa is sending shivers down my spine. If Villa wanna come to arsenal, i say go for it wenger. A top notch striker with excellent link up play would be a great asset to the team. Some bolstering would definitely have to be done to the squad should arsenal wanna challenge for honours next season.
Drifting away from arsenal, life's pretty tiring these days. Feeling weaker these days too, maybe its due to the weather. Holy shit, i hate being sick. Oh its 2 more min to tmr which means i have to schl soon. God knows why i'm here blogging when econs test is a couple and couple and couple of hours away. Hold on, what kind of english is that anw? I swear its the weather.....
Drowsy medicine are gd for inducing sleep. Perfect. Exactly what i need right now. Before i drift off to lala land, i've gotta say smth first..
C'mon you gunners!
There will come a day when we return, as champions of the world.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Next! Scousers!
Howdy, we are playing the scousers tomorrow, how exciting is that?
For the first time in these horrid few weeks, i'm actually feeling optimistic about this all-england clash. It is worth noting that we knocked in 9 goals into their net in 2 matches but we have also lost 4-1 to them, thanks to this stick insect.
But i doubt he'll be featuring this time, liverpool need benchwarmers for el nino to rest after he flops a full 89 min. I hope the gunners can really teach liverpool a huge football lesson, lets say 5-0?
Ok enough of football for a moment, i've realised that i have been spending time away as though it is free. Hang on, time is indeed free... shucks but i know you know what i meant? I feel its bad english to use the same words in the same sentence but i'm really too lazy to change it to 'you get my drift?' but 'know' is a very common word so pardon me if i had offend any serious english speakers out there. This is getting nowhere
Right, schl's a bore and people should know that i seldom sleep during lessons. Its not like i expect them to know but since they know me, they should know, you know? I think its great knowing that one should not use 'know' too many times at one go as people would know that know is one of my fav word, you know?
Anw its april fool's today and i have been a really really good boy *Smiles with those dimples and all* Apart from adding toothpaste into that cookie and adding salt into fruits and offering to unsuspecting homo sapiens, i have done nothing, whatsoever, to glorify this day and make it fruitful. Oh well, what to do?
I think i might be rooting for Man utd tonight against roma. Man utd is actually a really great squad with depth and talent and should they win the UCL and BPL, i will give it to them hands down. I think beside Manutd, Arsenal would always rank in second and never would they surpass Man utd in terms of their achievements or style of play. Yea.
Oh wait, you guessed it, that was april fools! Haha!
I know you know that i know i am feeling very bored now and i know you know i dun usually type such useless stuff, if you really know me or u tink you know me. Ya, i usually do more useless stuff than this you know?
All in the name of fun! You know?
For the first time in these horrid few weeks, i'm actually feeling optimistic about this all-england clash. It is worth noting that we knocked in 9 goals into their net in 2 matches but we have also lost 4-1 to them, thanks to this stick insect.
But i doubt he'll be featuring this time, liverpool need benchwarmers for el nino to rest after he flops a full 89 min. I hope the gunners can really teach liverpool a huge football lesson, lets say 5-0?
Ok enough of football for a moment, i've realised that i have been spending time away as though it is free. Hang on, time is indeed free... shucks but i know you know what i meant? I feel its bad english to use the same words in the same sentence but i'm really too lazy to change it to 'you get my drift?' but 'know' is a very common word so pardon me if i had offend any serious english speakers out there. This is getting nowhere
Right, schl's a bore and people should know that i seldom sleep during lessons. Its not like i expect them to know but since they know me, they should know, you know? I think its great knowing that one should not use 'know' too many times at one go as people would know that know is one of my fav word, you know?
Anw its april fool's today and i have been a really really good boy *Smiles with those dimples and all* Apart from adding toothpaste into that cookie and adding salt into fruits and offering to unsuspecting homo sapiens, i have done nothing, whatsoever, to glorify this day and make it fruitful. Oh well, what to do?
I think i might be rooting for Man utd tonight against roma. Man utd is actually a really great squad with depth and talent and should they win the UCL and BPL, i will give it to them hands down. I think beside Manutd, Arsenal would always rank in second and never would they surpass Man utd in terms of their achievements or style of play. Yea.
Oh wait, you guessed it, that was april fools! Haha!
I know you know that i know i am feeling very bored now and i know you know i dun usually type such useless stuff, if you really know me or u tink you know me. Ya, i usually do more useless stuff than this you know?
All in the name of fun! You know?
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Ooooh to be a gooner!
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going and going and going. 2-0 down with 10 men away from home plus rainy weather. These were the perfect ingredients for Gary Megson to pull off a famous victory against the mighty gunners. But he added at extra ingredient to this concoction, Arsene Wenger.
Le Boss showed us again why he trust his young squad so much and why we are NOT(look carefully) out of the title race yet. Man utd can still f*** it all up by losing 29-0 or smth. Ok lets be realistic but we do have a pot shot in winning the league so why not have this self belief?
I'm actually trembling with excitement now and its a long time since i felt like this, even though man utd is leading 2-0 with villa seemingly incapable of doing any arsenal magic. Perhaps they should get a man sent off 1st.
No wait, i'm joking, hang in there Villa, you guys can knock it a goal or two!
C'mon gunners. The time is now, its your chance to jump at glory. Prove me right u gunners!
Watch this space!
Le Boss showed us again why he trust his young squad so much and why we are NOT(look carefully) out of the title race yet. Man utd can still f*** it all up by losing 29-0 or smth. Ok lets be realistic but we do have a pot shot in winning the league so why not have this self belief?
I'm actually trembling with excitement now and its a long time since i felt like this, even though man utd is leading 2-0 with villa seemingly incapable of doing any arsenal magic. Perhaps they should get a man sent off 1st.
No wait, i'm joking, hang in there Villa, you guys can knock it a goal or two!
C'mon gunners. The time is now, its your chance to jump at glory. Prove me right u gunners!
Watch this space!
Monday, March 24, 2008
One in a million
Howdy, its game over.
Arsenal 1 - 2 Chelscums
The stage is set for the downfall of this season's Arsenal team. 5 draws and 1 loss is atrocious for any title challenging team and the fact remains Arsenal is not performing now. All the beautiful football and such are of no use to our title dreams. Perhaps its curtains for Arsenal...
Great, Arseblog has summed it all up to perfection. I don't feel inspired to write(type, blog wadeva) about our performance. It wasn't the worst we had but neither was it the best or at least up to that title-contenders standard. It just looks like we are running out of steam and who could we blame for having such a thin squad with niggly injuries here n there?
If Arsenal would to win the premier league, it would be an one in a million shot, a very very fortunate scrape through. There is still hope and we should not give up as gooners. What we need now is an inspiration, from whoever or whatever, i don't care, just give the lads 1.
All is not lost and if we buckle down and pull up our socks, there is still an opportunity to win it. So give it your best shot you gunners!
We're by far the greatest team! The world has ever seen!
Arsenal 1 - 2 Chelscums
The stage is set for the downfall of this season's Arsenal team. 5 draws and 1 loss is atrocious for any title challenging team and the fact remains Arsenal is not performing now. All the beautiful football and such are of no use to our title dreams. Perhaps its curtains for Arsenal...
Great, Arseblog has summed it all up to perfection. I don't feel inspired to write(type, blog wadeva) about our performance. It wasn't the worst we had but neither was it the best or at least up to that title-contenders standard. It just looks like we are running out of steam and who could we blame for having such a thin squad with niggly injuries here n there?
If Arsenal would to win the premier league, it would be an one in a million shot, a very very fortunate scrape through. There is still hope and we should not give up as gooners. What we need now is an inspiration, from whoever or whatever, i don't care, just give the lads 1.
All is not lost and if we buckle down and pull up our socks, there is still an opportunity to win it. So give it your best shot you gunners!
We're by far the greatest team! The world has ever seen!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Scousers, red devils, Russian money and the holy gunners!
Its 30 min into man u and liverpool and i just gave 2-3 screams. Holy bananas, i'm rooting for the scousers no matter how shit they were and will ever be. This would be smth like a one night stand, a special one-off event where i will be a liverpool fan for 2 hours and 2 hours only. Grand slam sundays are definitely not good for one's well being. I can even hear my heartbeat.
Holy god, wes brown scored.
Which means i will end blogging until something good happens, like reina scoring a hat trick with his pinky.
Holy god, wes brown scored.
Which means i will end blogging until something good happens, like reina scoring a hat trick with his pinky.
Friday, March 21, 2008
A day of fun and games
Howdy, we had full day ytd and it rocked. Today is good friday and all is good. Short sentences are becoming the norm for me. I dunno why. I cant stop. Can i?
Ok, before i drift to some place for some high quality chess game with mr.zhou, i must 1st say i am very excited (and a tinge of paranoia too) about grand slam sunday. Liverpool can go eat shit for all they want but pls beat Man U, pretty pls? Seriously, if Arsenal loses to Chelscums, it may be all over... I dun wanna get all emo but this is the one moment where we cannot but fail to win.
Walcott should start, maybe the england callup would make him more inspired to make cuntley cole fall on his butt and scream like he always do at his popstar wife. We all hate him, don't we? Glass rosicky is not back yet (what's new?) and rvp may start. I don't wanna expect too much from RvP now, just a hat trick will do.
Man i hate homework. Econs essay is so effing tedious and tiring, not to mention the question is set to kill, not pass people. I'm actually saying all this even before i start work, it makes me feel better not doing the work =). I spent most of my full day shooting and waiting for chin boon before we went to play pool. I hate losing (who doesn't?) and i kept losing, so i hate it even more. Luckily i saved some pride playing ps2...
Today was not very fruitful. I didn't eat many fruits. Oops sorry, am trying to save the world by reducing global warming with all the cold jokes. As you can see, i hope u can, i am super duper bored right now. Good friday means i get to stay home and rot it off. No work was done. No useful stuff was accomplished. Eat and sleep was routine. I love short sentences. I have completed the former. Now i have to finish the job. The latter has to be done. Sleep beckons...
C'mon you gunners!
Ok, before i drift to some place for some high quality chess game with mr.zhou, i must 1st say i am very excited (and a tinge of paranoia too) about grand slam sunday. Liverpool can go eat shit for all they want but pls beat Man U, pretty pls? Seriously, if Arsenal loses to Chelscums, it may be all over... I dun wanna get all emo but this is the one moment where we cannot but fail to win.
Walcott should start, maybe the england callup would make him more inspired to make cuntley cole fall on his butt and scream like he always do at his popstar wife. We all hate him, don't we? Glass rosicky is not back yet (what's new?) and rvp may start. I don't wanna expect too much from RvP now, just a hat trick will do.
Man i hate homework. Econs essay is so effing tedious and tiring, not to mention the question is set to kill, not pass people. I'm actually saying all this even before i start work, it makes me feel better not doing the work =). I spent most of my full day shooting and waiting for chin boon before we went to play pool. I hate losing (who doesn't?) and i kept losing, so i hate it even more. Luckily i saved some pride playing ps2...
Today was not very fruitful. I didn't eat many fruits. Oops sorry, am trying to save the world by reducing global warming with all the cold jokes. As you can see, i hope u can, i am super duper bored right now. Good friday means i get to stay home and rot it off. No work was done. No useful stuff was accomplished. Eat and sleep was routine. I love short sentences. I have completed the former. Now i have to finish the job. The latter has to be done. Sleep beckons...
C'mon you gunners!
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