its dwindling

howdy, blog. i haven seen u in a gazillion years and you know what? Without blogging, i feel like i sometimes cant express my feelings into words anymore. That eventually translates to the fact that i cant speak and articulate my feelings in spoken words.

That is bad, in case you were wondering.

Then there is arsenal. Talk about being bad to worse. Arsenal has just dipped down into the depths of hell and beyond. that is if there is actually a beyond. Lets face it, yes, they have had freakish injuries to majorly important players which sucks more than a burnt toast with expired cheese on it. But to lose a 2-0 lead to a team that is 16th in the lge and ending up losing the match can only mean that the team has lost it. The winning mentality gone, the so-called 'spirit' which wenger used to describe his team so regularly is not existent. Its like the money in my wallet, yea, non existent.

I have lost faith in this arsenal team. This season, they have proven that they are real contenders but now we all know that they are, but, pretenders to the crown. You dont win the title with players like this. Arsenal fans must face the fact that we are a small fish competing with stronger and better rivals. Chelsea and man u are sharks and they are scary. Arsenal, a mere fighting fish.

The question is whether we can still be in a strong position to challenge next season. Another season of promise is ending and perhaps if next season, arsenal once again fails to deliver, it will spark off major changes. For one, i believe wenger will leave and if god permits, an equally good, if not better, manager can come in to weave some magic and actually make changes.

Arsenal aside, my life hasnt been all that smooth sailing. There are plenty going through in my life that i am terribly unsatisfied or frustrated with. I have to admit i am to blame for some of my own troubles. There are problems which i probably could have rectify but my lack of drive and inspiration is holding me back. I am a victim of my own crime.

But i believe when you have hit rock bottom, the only way out is up. That is, unless, you decide to dig ur grave even deeper. Things must change for the better. They just have to. I have to make things happen.

And to you, the reader, who still visit this almost dead blog, i salute you. I will be back soon.

Definitely.