Monday, November 30, 2009

The end

Howdy everyone, i am pleased to inform you that the Bloody As™ are over. History. Gone, like the wind and the fart that my bro incessantly releases throughout his slumber.

Some bad news, i have flu. Which means post As activities will have to take a break today. Damn. But hey, i gotta rest today and recover to full health so i can enjoy the rest of my 34 days break before i go into army suit.

Army... hmm... Its not like i dont like green, but going to some island to train really makes me feel a little detached, especially when i only have 1 month to rest. Gosh. No point feeling sorry for myself, go away you stupid flu.

Oh yea i am using my new comp. Its not exactly brand new but its 26x better than my tablet so i cant complain. BUT the int keeps going off once in a while, frustrating.

I realised i cant type well. Terribly sorry readers, i need some time to get accustomed to my new toy. Give me some time.

Give arsenal some time. =( I dont like chelsea but they are good.

Chelsea makes my tuesday blue. *Blue! geddit? hahhaa*

stop that sarcastic grin. kthxbye.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

If there was a wind, a wind so strong that can kill all sorrow and sadness, i would die to experience one gush.

Bring me somewhere where life is just about... about... nothing in particular. No pain, no happiness, no sorrow, no joy, no jealousy, no frustration and no love.

Oh that place might suck in the long run.

But i want instant gratification.

Monday, November 23, 2009

when i find myself in times of trouble...

let it be.

Hold on people. Before you think my world is crashing down and the only hope of me surviving is one final throw of the dice and u have to get a '5' and you start to calculate the probability...

Oh yes, i am going a little coo coo. its so cold tonight and u know what cold nights are made for. Yes exactly, sleep! Usually under the comfort of your silk/cotton/PVC blanket and you start to sleep.

Then you dream. and that is good.

Before reality shakes you acrimoniously awake and you look at the last damn pile of notes you have to plow through. Physics. Oh my god. One of god's way of saying 'you gotta understand how the world works before you deserve to live on it'. Come to think of it, if newton didnt care about that particular apple, archimedes didnt think about why water is displaced whens he's in the bath tub and rutherford didnt have such a cool name, would we still be studying physics?

Woah, hold on. I shldnt even be going there. I am still staring blankly at my physics paper and hell isnt it cold right now? A little too cold for my liking. Alright, i admit, i am not wearing a shirt at the moment but still..

In other news, arsenal lost. End of statement, kthxbye.

The As are ending soon and i dont like it when my brother predicts everything correct. haha. Perhaps i will be a bit lost right after the last paper. err, not after i rip that piece of entry proof inside out upside down. grrrrrr.

I am deeply apologetic if i sound a real bore to you my blog, its the weather. I dont really like gloomy and rainy days. They bring out the lethargic me and makes me feel unprotected. awwww... Show me some love! *sniffs sniffs*

righto, i have to do physics. brrrrr, its really cold.

Yes i'm lonely, i'm tired, i'm missing you again...


P.S. i just like the song. =)

Friday, November 20, 2009

and still those voices are calling from far away...

Oh My God.

The end is so close now i can almost taste it in my mouth. but this is not the end yet. A mere rest period i should say and as much as i wanna relax and enjoy now, the voices are still calling from far away..

oh man, theres arsenal tonight. lovely.

And you, yes you =) i love you loads.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

every now and then, i fall apart

howdy blog, this hasnt been such a good day. In spite of arsenal's fantastic 3-0 win against sp*rs, the euphoria died off soon after and i am basically in a 'provoke me and i will cesc u' mood whole day long.

I am disgusted by everything around me, i am easily irritated and in short, i have a short fuse now.
Problem is that i do not exactly why i am feeling this way and that is irritating me at this very moment.

Notes left semi touched on the tables, As in a week, sudden change in plans, lack of time and space, lack of a clear mindset, i am on a road to self destruction. What happened to the good ol' days when everything could be cleared after one solid arsenal win and some talk cocking with buddies? Am i growing too fast for my own sake or is this my body and soul resisting growing up and handle with life?

Perhaps, i should be left alone for some time. After all, i am gonna have 2 years to learn to grow up soon. NS suddenly feel essential to my life. Which must be sign i am going crazy.

precautionary measures will have to be undertaken for the sake of the innocent.

dont get close. i'll bite.

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