howdy, ok tell me. What is life?
a) Mugging your bloody guts out, try to absorb every single piece of shitanathan info u can find about phy/chem/econs/etc... and spend your time rinsing and repeating the process.
b) anything else but those crap in a)
I spent probably my greatest day in these whole holidays with those totally cool dudes again. Yes with that i mean tengster and quan. Well... we studied but you do know wad happens when u put the 3 of us in the same airconditioned room tgt, one tv set, one ps2 set, and one tablet pc with msn on. =)
It was good. But life still goes on.
I love them both. I hope they know.
P.S. We did not commit any sexual acts
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
You and i collide. Ouch.
howdy, blog. i collided with this huge unstoppable person i dun even know during a soccer game. It felt normal, until i felt an xtra burst of sweat down my face.
Red sweat. No. Blood. =(
Area above head busted wide open. Length around 2.5723 cm. Blood going at free flow. Open wound. People crowding over, no idea wads happening. Heard someone say 'wow, urs more jialat than mine. Damn deep." I smiled. Thats fucking bad news.
now its all stitched and all. 5 to be exact. Splendid. I cant decide which is more pain. 5 stitches, or 200 bucks.
I am thinking both. I hope i survive.
Red sweat. No. Blood. =(
Area above head busted wide open. Length around 2.5723 cm. Blood going at free flow. Open wound. People crowding over, no idea wads happening. Heard someone say 'wow, urs more jialat than mine. Damn deep." I smiled. Thats fucking bad news.
now its all stitched and all. 5 to be exact. Splendid. I cant decide which is more pain. 5 stitches, or 200 bucks.
I am thinking both. I hope i survive.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Hes here
http://www.arsenal.com/home
Thomas Vermaelen
If he can play as cool as his name, we are in for the quadruple
i am serious
Thomas Vermaelen
If he can play as cool as his name, we are in for the quadruple
i am serious
Monday, June 15, 2009
Too late, my time has come
Howdy. Blog. Yes.
I didn't keep my promise the other time by forgetting to blog, chill, i am here to make it all up. I want to write something, i've been thinking about writing (or blogging, if u like) the whole day and now that i am actually in the process of doing it, i feel accomplished. Cheap thrill, really.
At least its get me started, gets me hyped up on something. Life's so mundane these days and it makes me wanna inject some life into it. But those dammit physics and chemistry and maths and whatnots are obstacles. What can we do with obstacles? you may ask. I say we disarm them, remove them from the face of this earth.
The sad truth remains: Things aren't as easy as that.
But i have the confidence to say i have made my studying much more enjoyable than before. I do not know if my methods have been more effective than before. I shall allow CTs 2 to validate and affirm my methods. What i have been doing is that i am associating mugging(HOLYWTFBBQ!@#$$), OR rather studying with things i love to do. As crazy as it sounds, i actually like to read about psychology, about how people react to events. Yes, i like those too even though i love arsenal and arsenal news. Its all gotta do with the mind, setting short aims and making your journey seems shorter works. Personally, i feel it has to do with people's nature of always seeking the comfortable and shorter route out, hence amplifying the effect of illusions i created for myself.
You probably be thinking "wtf, hes gone mad from studying. Call 995". Perhaps you are right, i'm reading quite a lot into this inner mind shit. Hell, i'm even exploring stuff i dont even know if they are correct but i'm loving it. It makes me think, expands my map and stimulates my creativity and widen my expansive section of my mind. I like this feeling, even though there is no validation if i'm reading or researching the right stuff. I do not need the validation. I need the joy i can derive from it.
This is what happens when people stay indoors for too long. I sleep at unearthly hours, waking at similar hours, i do my usual waking up stuff (like breakfast and swearing at the neighbour upstairs for cooking balachan. I mean why must people cook balachan when i am slping? They should have the initiative to cook that smelly shiat at 8 am, not 1 pm when i am waking up). The TV will be on and i will watch some sports with my mouth slightly open before i drag my body into the room where the laptop is already, amazingly, turned on and waiting for me to click. Thats it really. Unless there was an urgent need (this needs no explanation), i would not leave the comfort of my chair and my room.
OK, i admit there was exaggeration at some parts but you get the idea. I love staying indoors now, which is due to the fact i have been going out of house too much the past few months. Studying like a worm in my room feels like a real holiday. Pretty sucky, you may think. But i do what i deem fit (or fat, haha).
There is a routine of some sort. I wake up every day (notice i avoid typing morning cause i dun wake at mornings anymore usually) and the first thing i do, other than opening my eyes, is to switch on my trusty tablet. It has become a habit. Bad or good, you decide. I read somewhere that if you do the same thing for 21 days constantly, it will become a habit. Meaning if you wake up every morn and do ONE (yes just one) physics qn, straight for 21 days, you will find it easier as time go by. Somehow, your mind will force your body to react to the stimulus, devour it and configure it until it becomes auto-pilot. This is certainly food for thought. Now you wonder why you cant stop gossiping about your friends, you've been doing it constantly for 21 days thats why!
Sometimes, you have to take some measures to correct bad habits. Visualization helps. A lot. Now what i am saying here is not imagining YOU and your CRUSH walking down ORCHARD ROAD SHARING an ICE-CREAM...
STOP
Admit to yourself now. Did you have that scene flashing through your mind for a split second? 99% of people would say yes. The other 1% is lying. This is the power of words as influence. It makes you create images, illusions, in your mind. Words influences visualization and sometimes such visualizations can be detrimental. Imaging your mind would be a better way to phrase it. You may also prefer Fantasizing. I dont wanna bore you with the technical terms behind it, hell i am not even a pro in it. Is it amazing how i just expand the map in your mind? =)
Thats not the visualizations i wanted to bring across. I wanted to bring across the part of visualization where you just close your eyes and think of doing the stuff you do not like to do. (c'mon its not that hard right. Physics, chem, maths..) Keep thinking.
NOW! change your visualizations to doing things you love to do. Remember that feeling and replay the images you had in your mind when you were thinking about the stuff you do not like to do.
The results differ from individual to individual. Usually, the mind is just not fast enough to assign the correct feelings to the correct images. Using this technique can make you feel better and more focused at times.
If it doesnt work, sorry, just treat me like a blabbering fool. That might work!
Man this has been one of the craziest and longest post i've written for a long time. I sincerely hope you wont bookmark this page and name "rambling geek who thinks too much blog". But if you really have the urge to do it, go ahead, i wont be angry.
I promise.
Really.
=), till next time.
P.S. I like this post, its one of my most truthful ones. I'm not saying the prev ones arent truthful though. Peace out, i love you all readers.
I didn't keep my promise the other time by forgetting to blog, chill, i am here to make it all up. I want to write something, i've been thinking about writing (or blogging, if u like) the whole day and now that i am actually in the process of doing it, i feel accomplished. Cheap thrill, really.
At least its get me started, gets me hyped up on something. Life's so mundane these days and it makes me wanna inject some life into it. But those dammit physics and chemistry and maths and whatnots are obstacles. What can we do with obstacles? you may ask. I say we disarm them, remove them from the face of this earth.
The sad truth remains: Things aren't as easy as that.
But i have the confidence to say i have made my studying much more enjoyable than before. I do not know if my methods have been more effective than before. I shall allow CTs 2 to validate and affirm my methods. What i have been doing is that i am associating mugging(HOLYWTFBBQ!@#$$), OR rather studying with things i love to do. As crazy as it sounds, i actually like to read about psychology, about how people react to events. Yes, i like those too even though i love arsenal and arsenal news. Its all gotta do with the mind, setting short aims and making your journey seems shorter works. Personally, i feel it has to do with people's nature of always seeking the comfortable and shorter route out, hence amplifying the effect of illusions i created for myself.
You probably be thinking "wtf, hes gone mad from studying. Call 995". Perhaps you are right, i'm reading quite a lot into this inner mind shit. Hell, i'm even exploring stuff i dont even know if they are correct but i'm loving it. It makes me think, expands my map and stimulates my creativity and widen my expansive section of my mind. I like this feeling, even though there is no validation if i'm reading or researching the right stuff. I do not need the validation. I need the joy i can derive from it.
This is what happens when people stay indoors for too long. I sleep at unearthly hours, waking at similar hours, i do my usual waking up stuff (like breakfast and swearing at the neighbour upstairs for cooking balachan. I mean why must people cook balachan when i am slping? They should have the initiative to cook that smelly shiat at 8 am, not 1 pm when i am waking up). The TV will be on and i will watch some sports with my mouth slightly open before i drag my body into the room where the laptop is already, amazingly, turned on and waiting for me to click. Thats it really. Unless there was an urgent need (this needs no explanation), i would not leave the comfort of my chair and my room.
OK, i admit there was exaggeration at some parts but you get the idea. I love staying indoors now, which is due to the fact i have been going out of house too much the past few months. Studying like a worm in my room feels like a real holiday. Pretty sucky, you may think. But i do what i deem fit (or fat, haha).
There is a routine of some sort. I wake up every day (notice i avoid typing morning cause i dun wake at mornings anymore usually) and the first thing i do, other than opening my eyes, is to switch on my trusty tablet. It has become a habit. Bad or good, you decide. I read somewhere that if you do the same thing for 21 days constantly, it will become a habit. Meaning if you wake up every morn and do ONE (yes just one) physics qn, straight for 21 days, you will find it easier as time go by. Somehow, your mind will force your body to react to the stimulus, devour it and configure it until it becomes auto-pilot. This is certainly food for thought. Now you wonder why you cant stop gossiping about your friends, you've been doing it constantly for 21 days thats why!
Sometimes, you have to take some measures to correct bad habits. Visualization helps. A lot. Now what i am saying here is not imagining YOU and your CRUSH walking down ORCHARD ROAD SHARING an ICE-CREAM...
STOP
Admit to yourself now. Did you have that scene flashing through your mind for a split second? 99% of people would say yes. The other 1% is lying. This is the power of words as influence. It makes you create images, illusions, in your mind. Words influences visualization and sometimes such visualizations can be detrimental. Imaging your mind would be a better way to phrase it. You may also prefer Fantasizing. I dont wanna bore you with the technical terms behind it, hell i am not even a pro in it. Is it amazing how i just expand the map in your mind? =)
Thats not the visualizations i wanted to bring across. I wanted to bring across the part of visualization where you just close your eyes and think of doing the stuff you do not like to do. (c'mon its not that hard right. Physics, chem, maths..) Keep thinking.
NOW! change your visualizations to doing things you love to do. Remember that feeling and replay the images you had in your mind when you were thinking about the stuff you do not like to do.
The results differ from individual to individual. Usually, the mind is just not fast enough to assign the correct feelings to the correct images. Using this technique can make you feel better and more focused at times.
If it doesnt work, sorry, just treat me like a blabbering fool. That might work!
Man this has been one of the craziest and longest post i've written for a long time. I sincerely hope you wont bookmark this page and name "rambling geek who thinks too much blog". But if you really have the urge to do it, go ahead, i wont be angry.
I promise.
Really.
=), till next time.
P.S. I like this post, its one of my most truthful ones. I'm not saying the prev ones arent truthful though. Peace out, i love you all readers.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
1 vs the world
Howdy, i realised the human mind isn't that strong after all. Before anyone of you tries to come up with any feeble arguments, i shall state my reasons behind that groundbreaking, nature-defying statement:
1. You cant do two things at the same time. Yes, that means playing your psp while trying to demystify organic chem.
2. Its not possible to concentrate fully on organic chem even though the psp is off.
3. It keeps auto focussing on psp.
4. Organic chem's not going in.
5. psp
Theres that. 5 reasons that will blow the feet off any skeptics who feels that the mind is a powerful too. Shame on you, skeptics, convinced?
Just in case all of you are thinking i have been mugging my guts out, i am pleased to inform you that it has NOT been the case. Then again, some of you will think i am trying to play mind games here, which is claiming that i havent been mugging hard while mugging till half my hair is shiny white as if i used Darlie.
Whatever the case, be afraid. Be very afraid.
...
NOT.
On the arsenal side. There hasnt been any solid news. However, this dude with a cool name Thomas Vermelean is on the verge of joining Arsenal, it seems. There's no smoke without fire and its a god damn forest fire this time. It is almost certainly done deal. I cant wait.
The silly season is starting soon. In no time, Arsenal's gonna be linked to all kinds of players from micah richards to Lee Hsien Loong himself. Rumors are going that I will be replacing Carlos Vela as the next Henry.
Or is it Fabregas? Argh, cant rmb... all.. those... rumors....
Its a lil dry today. Yeap, both the blogpost and the weather. Drink more water, my friend.
And i'll see you again tmr, i hope.
1. You cant do two things at the same time. Yes, that means playing your psp while trying to demystify organic chem.
2. Its not possible to concentrate fully on organic chem even though the psp is off.
3. It keeps auto focussing on psp.
4. Organic chem's not going in.
5. psp
Theres that. 5 reasons that will blow the feet off any skeptics who feels that the mind is a powerful too. Shame on you, skeptics, convinced?
Just in case all of you are thinking i have been mugging my guts out, i am pleased to inform you that it has NOT been the case. Then again, some of you will think i am trying to play mind games here, which is claiming that i havent been mugging hard while mugging till half my hair is shiny white as if i used Darlie.
Whatever the case, be afraid. Be very afraid.
...
NOT.
On the arsenal side. There hasnt been any solid news. However, this dude with a cool name Thomas Vermelean is on the verge of joining Arsenal, it seems. There's no smoke without fire and its a god damn forest fire this time. It is almost certainly done deal. I cant wait.
The silly season is starting soon. In no time, Arsenal's gonna be linked to all kinds of players from micah richards to Lee Hsien Loong himself. Rumors are going that I will be replacing Carlos Vela as the next Henry.
Or is it Fabregas? Argh, cant rmb... all.. those... rumors....
Its a lil dry today. Yeap, both the blogpost and the weather. Drink more water, my friend.
And i'll see you again tmr, i hope.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
I will serve my nation
howdy, even though i am not 100% fit to serve the nation =(.
Had medical screening and all today and turns out my heart has got some issue which i have to go to the hospital to do a more thorough check-up to confirm. Darn it, must be cause of too many heart-to-heart talks. =(
Talking about this makes my heart feels a lil uncomfy right now. Xin li zuo yong, as they would put it. No matter what, i'm gonna be PES C or below i think, due to my darn flat feet. Maybe i am born to do slack work!
Or maybe... there is a greater calling for me. Such as stapling documents in some air con room, i think. Wow.
Hope my heart is okay man. Not that i am super worried about it now. If you were one of those who have broken my heart, its okay... dun feel guilty =) (Reverse psychology working here..) Heartbreaks are destroying my poor heart! =(
AHh dont worry. My heart will go on. I think.
Had medical screening and all today and turns out my heart has got some issue which i have to go to the hospital to do a more thorough check-up to confirm. Darn it, must be cause of too many heart-to-heart talks. =(
Talking about this makes my heart feels a lil uncomfy right now. Xin li zuo yong, as they would put it. No matter what, i'm gonna be PES C or below i think, due to my darn flat feet. Maybe i am born to do slack work!
Or maybe... there is a greater calling for me. Such as stapling documents in some air con room, i think. Wow.
Hope my heart is okay man. Not that i am super worried about it now. If you were one of those who have broken my heart, its okay... dun feel guilty =) (Reverse psychology working here..) Heartbreaks are destroying my poor heart! =(
AHh dont worry. My heart will go on. I think.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Dont wanna miss a thing
Howdy, yes thats right. I dont wanna miss a thing.
Especially when its about maths, chem, phy, econs, GP revision.
I am pleased, blog, to inform you that i have broken free. Seemingly, my writer's block, or rather blogger block, has appeared to disappear miraculously. Heres an excerpt of what i wrote on quan's blog:
I have the urge to announce to everyone that i have broken free from my writer's block, otherwise known as blogger's block, a potent mix of sheer laziness and lack of inspiration which have since been the stumbling blocks of many bloggers around the globe. But like all great bloggers do, i have broken free from that and now i stand here before all you people, proud and head high, to bring you this piece of utter masterpiece.
Yea, on hindsight, i was probably a little delirious that day to type that out. Please do not feel alien, dear blog, i just felt compelled to guest blog for others since they asked me, and you do know being the kind soul i am....
Life's pretty much good. Its eventful and full of surprises and twists. Maybe this is the way how life should be lived. Or maybe some of you out there may choose to disagree. Growing up is a huge struggle, no doubt, its probably how you face the life in front of you that determines the extent of struggleness(i made it up, googling it doesnt help) of life. You win some, you lose some and sometimes reality just smacks right in your face, rendering you unrecognizable. Yes with that i mean even your mother would not recognise you. However, its all boils down to how you wanna go about managing these painful moments(so to speak), so you really do have a say in your own life afterall. Complicated ain't it? Please fret not if you have failed to comprehend what i have just written, its not really making much sense.
But! If you somehow manage to decipher that massive wall of gibberish i just written, good for you. You have one step closer to understanding what i feel and what i think and i salute you. It takes skill to make logic out of nonsense. Complicated stuff.
Such is life. Seriously.
Revision is going kinda not bad. Considering this is the 5th day of my holidays. Its always during holidays where i find the inspiration to blog and actually bullcrap something out. I suspect this is linked to the fact that i get plenty of sleep (oh sweet jesus, sleep!) everyday and i actually have a clear mind to sit in front of this old and trusty tablet and blog stuff which i dun even know if its being read by others.
But thats blogging aint it, you type for the sake of typing. Fantastic way to expend your creativity if you ask me. Where else can you type nonsense for free and still have people read the crap you type?
Some juicy arsenal news then...
There are none. Other than the article which make me think that Tony Adams has gone a little bonkers. Not gonna link here. Find it yourself.
Friends rock my life. Seriously cannot imagine my life without my buddies and pals and all. Maybe... Maybe with Samsung, its not that hard to imagine.
OK! Poor attempt to make a joke. Shall try harder next time.
Till tomorrow. I guess
Especially when its about maths, chem, phy, econs, GP revision.
I am pleased, blog, to inform you that i have broken free. Seemingly, my writer's block, or rather blogger block, has appeared to disappear miraculously. Heres an excerpt of what i wrote on quan's blog:
I have the urge to announce to everyone that i have broken free from my writer's block, otherwise known as blogger's block, a potent mix of sheer laziness and lack of inspiration which have since been the stumbling blocks of many bloggers around the globe. But like all great bloggers do, i have broken free from that and now i stand here before all you people, proud and head high, to bring you this piece of utter masterpiece.
Yea, on hindsight, i was probably a little delirious that day to type that out. Please do not feel alien, dear blog, i just felt compelled to guest blog for others since they asked me, and you do know being the kind soul i am....
Life's pretty much good. Its eventful and full of surprises and twists. Maybe this is the way how life should be lived. Or maybe some of you out there may choose to disagree. Growing up is a huge struggle, no doubt, its probably how you face the life in front of you that determines the extent of struggleness(i made it up, googling it doesnt help) of life. You win some, you lose some and sometimes reality just smacks right in your face, rendering you unrecognizable. Yes with that i mean even your mother would not recognise you. However, its all boils down to how you wanna go about managing these painful moments(so to speak), so you really do have a say in your own life afterall. Complicated ain't it? Please fret not if you have failed to comprehend what i have just written, its not really making much sense.
But! If you somehow manage to decipher that massive wall of gibberish i just written, good for you. You have one step closer to understanding what i feel and what i think and i salute you. It takes skill to make logic out of nonsense. Complicated stuff.
Such is life. Seriously.
Revision is going kinda not bad. Considering this is the 5th day of my holidays. Its always during holidays where i find the inspiration to blog and actually bullcrap something out. I suspect this is linked to the fact that i get plenty of sleep (oh sweet jesus, sleep!) everyday and i actually have a clear mind to sit in front of this old and trusty tablet and blog stuff which i dun even know if its being read by others.
But thats blogging aint it, you type for the sake of typing. Fantastic way to expend your creativity if you ask me. Where else can you type nonsense for free and still have people read the crap you type?
Some juicy arsenal news then...
There are none. Other than the article which make me think that Tony Adams has gone a little bonkers. Not gonna link here. Find it yourself.
Friends rock my life. Seriously cannot imagine my life without my buddies and pals and all. Maybe... Maybe with Samsung, its not that hard to imagine.
OK! Poor attempt to make a joke. Shall try harder next time.
Till tomorrow. I guess
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