Its over

And on the previous fateful thursday, i completed my MYEs in VJC. Ace-ing the exams would be a miracles, passing would be a relief.

Yet the greatest loss i had was on wednesday, when my youngest uncle passed away due to cancer after a long exhausting fight with the disease. He was 40 years old.
Its a sad loss to many of us, his relatives, friends, family... but one thing for sure, hes found his peace and his mortal suffering has ended.

I went to the wake for i have to be part of the rituals to be completed. Seeing his 3 children without their father anymore, my heart went to them. The oldest of the 3 is only primary 4 and the youngest, a lovely girl, is only a few years old. I doubt they even understood the entire funeral thing. Strangely enough, i cant find words to describe this bittersweet feeling.

Tears are not signs of weakness. God created us with emotions and allow us to feel. I cherish this fact that shedding tears is an indication that we are humans. Seeing my grandmother weeping and sobbing was heartwrenching, i couldn't help but shed a few of my human tears too. My mother and aunties all tried to fight back their tears without any significant effect while my uncles succumbed too. Death may have taken one from us, but it has also brought us closer to one another.

Such is the humanity of life, no one can fight it. I believe my uncle has been taken to salvation and he shall watch over our family alongside god.

walking wounded

Its the next most stressful thing since 'who wants to be a millionaire'


Presenting...










MID years... (god its not even promos yet)













E is for Econs.










that will suffice.

Stars

Howdy, i'm obsessed with stars. No not those pesky things shining in the night sky(which is heavily polluted by fartgas, CO2, shitfuel and whatnots), but the song from Les Miserables. Gosh, i love that musical man, hopefully one will come in sg soon and i might go, you know.

Hold on a second. If you think i'm gonna blabber the whole (boring) review of the musical right now, then my friend, you are wrong. My title is very ambiguous and can represent many various meanings. ahh yes, football stars =)

Arsenal just signed Aaron Ramsey. Stop those 'who the f...' or ' what?! 17?! pui!', we actually beat the manures to capture his signature. Fantastic. Even if this guy gonna sit on the bench for the next gazilion years to come, we would still love him for choosing us instead of losers. Good choice, i say, young one, your future is bright. To infinity and be... Right sorry. Can't deceive myself in saying i am over the moon for this signing as he will be one for the future, just like denilson, diaby, walcott, sendy, djourou, clichy.... the same old stuff, yea u know them.

Euro watch: yea Oranje ftw. Win the god damn tournament man. The rest of the teams just lose can? Frankly, i dun really give a shit who gonna win this tournament.

Mid years will defeat me, i swear. I have tried resisting the inevitable, no wait... i haven.. argh heck it. Its stressful studying. Yea before you start saying 'since when is studying fun and unstressful(new word)', be reminded i'm quite proud of myself being able to last through more than 10 hrs of mugging, yea i mean it MUGGING, continuously through night last year. Who am i kidding man, i prolly wont get that drive and sense of urgency until A lvls come knocking at my door so yea lets not whine anymore, shall we?

Its nobody's except my own fault, i cant argue. I wasted more than 2 weeks doing shit i should have never done. In fact, i have done so much of it, i cant rmb what i did. haha, this is getting nonsensical, i should stop soon, really.

No really.

Gosh, am i going bonkers?

Lets go one big round back to the beginning (just like what happened to my f*king pw project), and talk about 'stars'
Watch this video man, its great:

And this:

Yea Videos make the world go round. This is getting stale and my eyes are getting tired.

Life's good. yes

And if they fall as lucifer fell..
they fall in flames!

LG

Before i face the armies ahead....

To make this blog feel alive, i am here.

Time will forever be against us.



Life's good.
yea.